Bits & Pieces

[captive_destiny]

-found in the Darkness by Xaldin and lost the battle
-brought back to the Castle That Never Was
-given an invasive examination by Xigbar
-under the impression that the Nobodies assumed him to be the Replica and he went with it
-the Nobodies actually knew he was the real Riku but never told him
-trying to make himself react as the Replica would for so long has trapped him in that mindset
-protests being called Riku, says he wants something of his own
-has been taught that everything comes with a price
-has nothing to offer but his body
-is inexplicably drawn to Roxas, because he reminds him of someone he can't remember
-has fleeting memories of Sora, but can never hold onto them
-can connect with his Darkness and the threads from his Heart, and the people at the ends of them
-has Ansem's heart trapped in his own, which draws Xemnas to him
-tried to escape and was humiliated as punishment
-tried to tell Roxas who he was and about Sora, whom the Organization was keeping him from
-was punished by Saix and Xemnas with a brutal beating
-was offered an end to pain if he would submit
-said yes to the offer, was healed and forced to prove it
-gets aroused by being forced, a consequence of Ansem using Darkness against him in that way
-was never allowed shoes, to deter his trying to escape
-forced to wear a collar to remind him of his status, which has become like a security blanket over time
-trained to wear a specially-made plug that can be worn for long hours, another reminder of his position
-trained to kneel if someone snaps their fingers
-once when angry at him, Axel burned the word 'SLUT' across his back from left hip to right shoulder, and is now an old scar
-uses the Darkness as body armor and Souleater still, but isn't trusted to go on missions
-is too ashamed of what he's become to ever want to go back home and face the people he knows

-had been summoned to service Xigbar and Xaldin when he ended up in the DR
-thinks it's another trick to test his loyalty
-is still trapped in the mindset that if they think he's the Replica he'll be safe
-has little confidence in himself anymore and seems like a shadow of what he used to be
-can no longer follow the threads in his Heart to reach anyone from his own world
-still thinks he has to trade his body for anything he's given and thinks it a trick if turned down

-killed by Saix's hungry demon eating him alive and was sent home to be punished and re-trained
-found out the Organization had gotten stronger than ever, and there was no word or sigh of his Sora having woken up
-became Kai's property shortly after returning, when the room Kai had claimed for Riku to 'borrow' so it wouldn't change gave him a charm shaped like a shell charm with Kai's name on it attached to his collar. Later another charm shaped like a chakram was added with Axel's name on it.
-he's still very jumpy around other people, but spending time around Kai and Axel is slowly wearing away his training


[mostly based on Omission by sylvia and a springkink prompt. song inspiration]